Its been two months since I've gently held her hand while sitting at her bedside , 59 day since I heard her say my name, 1416 hours since I watched her slip away into the night. At times I think it was all a dream. I still cant believe she is gone. Life has gone on for those around me and I am still trying to find my footing. There is still anger, regret & fear but the sleeplessness has ended and the nightmares have subsided.
I still haven't finished cleaning out moms apt. At times it is still hard to see some of her stuff. Its the little things like, her note pad on the kitchen table with page after page of when(time & date) she took her medicine. While going thru her clothing finding in at least a dozen different jackets or anything with a pocket, three quarters and a piece of paper with Jamie, Kerri Ann & my phone numbers.
For now I am still taking it one step at a time.
As Always Be Good & Be Safe
Labels: Life
| posted by Unknown at 12:30 PM
This is an account of our lifes as we head down the path of life towards our first child. An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but will never break." --An ancient Chinese belief
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